If you read Jason's xanga (which youre prob more likely to do) you'll know that a good old friend of his died recently of a long term illness. It becomes times like these when you really evaluate your own life and stop to think about the people in it for longer than normal. I have been reminded that you only live once, so make sure youre happy. And you only live once, so make sure youre satisfied. And you only live once, so make sure you have no regrets, whatever it takes. Tell the people you love that you love them and make sure they really know how much. Life is too short to waste time or keep to yourself. So with me deepest sorrow, Im sorry your friend had to pass away Jason.. but from him many people he knew and some he didnt even know (me) were reminded of great lessons. He obviously touched many and taught more.

With this in mind.. Ive been thinking for a long time... that Im going to get a puppy. Ive narrowed it down to #1 A Min Pin and #2 but wayyyyyy lower on want level a Jack Russell. Jacks are a little too hyper for being indoors a lot.. Min Pins can be the same but not as bad. So yes.. Im in the market for a pooch. Why this all of a sudden you might ask? Well, First of all I get lonely sometimes when Im by myself in the apartment. Second, when Im alone and its real quiet I get real scared. and Third, I would love to have something to play with and take to the park and have good times with (hahahaha, oh lord). But ANYWAYS, I want a dog. Ive been shopping for about a month now and still nothing yet. I think Im getting close though. So I leave you with pictures of my future puppy and a reminder to make sure you get the most out of today! You never know what the future holds for you and your loved ones...

So just wondering.. which do you think looks the best out of 3 differnet color combos they come in. I know which one Ive got my eyes on, but do you like the FULL RED (right above, last one), the BLACK/TAN or the CHOCOLATE/TAN (first one and fourth one) better? Im just wondering what people like more.. Im assuming the traditional black and tan.

PS- To all my family, Holly, Alee, Matty & Brothers, Matthew, my aunts & uncles, and my mom and dad...

I love you all very much. Bad things might be said sometimes, or bad behavior shown, but regardless, we are blood and nothing in the world can bond people closer. There will always be hard times, and there will always be bad times, and there will be the times we dont see eachother for long periods, but we are family, and the kind of love shared between relatives is eternal and everlasting in each ones heart even if it isnt always expressed. So know that I havent forgotten anyone, and I love you all..

And for the friends that no longer have xangas on here.. I love you and yours too!

And jeez... man, I just love EVERYONE.. "YAAYYYYYYY"

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Im up at school, gonna be doin homework shortly. COLDPLAY IN 3 DAYS! Then home, Dallas (again), home, Denton?, Sherman (which is also home)... ANYWAYS.. This weekend is gonna be great. I wish I could start on my art project so bad! But there just isnt enough time right now and of course, no material. Going home = AWESOME FOOD, CHICKEN EXPRESS/SWEET TEA, MONEY, family, A good mall, DHW DVD, my dresser... Cant wait till fall break too. But for those who didnt catch it earlier..

COLDPLAY IN 3 DAYS!!!

So yes, Nothing will be better than Friday! Jason and I are going to Dallas to see Coldplay together and that alone will be the best thing thats ever happened in my life!! Then ontop of that, tons of people I know are going as well! It'll be the best day of my life for sure! I cant stop thinking about it!!!! BEST DAY EVER BEST DAY EVER BEST DAY EVER !!

HWC anyone? :(